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I'm not going to be using this journal so much anymore.
I'm going to be keeping it because I have a lot of memories in it,
I also have friends on LJ that I want to keep in touch with still.
So its going to be here, but I have a new journal,
You can write me a comment on this journal or on my other journal,
and I'll get in touch with you,
But this new journal is going to be my most active from this point on.
http://Cynicalkitty.vox.com
The reason I didn't post this before was because I was weary of some people that I didn't get along with and I didn't want them to find this journal. I wanted it just kind of for me.
But now im at the point where I just dont give a fuck lol.
So if you want, check it out, let me know what you think.
If you decide to get one there too, then friend me!
"I love you all, I love you more than life itself,
But your all fucking mad" - Ozzy
Hope to hear from you guys sometime =).
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[Oct/24/07; 11:21am] |
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I guess its time for an update, god its been awhile since I last used this.
A lot has gone on. Drama, fun stuff, life.
Dan's sister pretty much hates me for no reason.
Im just ignoring it. She has no idea that I know.
But I don't even care. Im done with that drama,
if people want to hate me for no reason, let them.
Life is too short to worry about that shit.
I have a test almost every class so I've been studying like a maniac.
Unfortunately my last test came out pretty bad I got a 50
but I expected as much.
Shes going to drop the lowest quiz grade though, and thats the lowest one I have so its ok.
Dan and I are doing great at least something in my life is still stable.
We're going to Boston on Saturday morning. I can't wait.
I'm so excited. I've been getting back into my photography lately.
I kind of miss it. I love to take pictures I wish I could make it a career. But I doubt it would ever fly off anywhere.
We did some Pumpkin carving at the nursing home yesterday, it was fun and exhausting, Dan got so frustrated I had to help him lol.
Poor babes.
Im so glad not to be in college right now. Its such a relief.
No panic or stress. Just calm. That feels good.
I've been having trouble sleeping lately though at night, during the day I'll take a nap, or I'll just lie on my bed and end up sleeping.
Dans really been taking care of me lately,
About 2 weeks ago I had this huge headache, that no matter how many excedrin I took it would not go away.
I was in some serious pain, I was crying it just hurt so much.
So he bought me an ice pack from CVS and some Mineral ice to rub on my head =)...
Yesterday he got me some Tylenol PM because Im having trouble sleeping. ^_^.
I went to the doctors last Friday and told her about it, she thinks I have migraine headaches, since its on one side of my head, but we dont know the cause of it, she asked if I smoke or if I have any stress in my life right now, I have neither.
So she gave me a perscription for Axert and a $25 off card.
She said to take it as soon as I feel it and the migraine should go away, if it keeps happening she said that we're going to have to find a medicine that prevents the headaches from happening,
Because they've been happening almost every week now for 2 months.
Its agony when it happens, I cant do anything because my head throbs whenever I move. I'll do anything to make it go away.
There has been this girl Carol thats been hanging around with Cory and Dan lately.
grrr... shes getting me so pissed off, shes all happy and bouncy around him. Shes a nice girl but ...BACK OFF.
She put a blood pressure cuff on his wrist Monday,
I wanted to twist off all her fingers.. yeah I was there.
Its not that I dont trust Dan, I dont trust her.
It takes 2 to tango but I still worry, again not so much about him,
but her.
As long as im around her im going to watch her like a hawk.
Shes a geeky, cute, bouncy little girl, and I dont trust her! grawr!
>=P
I've been using my DS a lot more lately, Im addicted to this game called Puzzle Quest.
Its like Bejeweled with a plot and its really difficult, you level up, get weapons etc.
I cant stop playing, I stopped playing Zelda momentarily because im stuck on a part I cant get passed but I'll get back to it eventually.
Thats about it for now I guess.
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[Oct/15/07; 11:02pm] |
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I just got out of class.. well about a half hour ago.
Im still wearing my scrubs,
Didn't really do anything messy so no problem.
We fed the elderly today, I had this one woman named Martha,
she can only eat soft foods.. she was so sweet though. =)
I really liked her. Took a quiz, Got a 76.
I'm doing so well in this class!
My lowest grade so far is the 76.
Im eating a lollipop, and my tongue is blue now.
I think I should brush my teeth before I go to bed,
im trying to take better care of my teeth,
Dan keeps scaring me to death, the way he talks about his.
Things are a little complicated between his sister and I right now and whats worse I don't know why.
Dan thinks its because shes jealous of the attention hes giving me and not her... gee... HE IS MY BOYFRIEND!!
But Dan stuck up for me, he was the one who told me about it, and that makes me happy, because I know hes being honest with me.
He could have just as easily hidden this from me, but she is the one who told him that shes annoyed with me being there..
So yeah im a little aggravated with her right now, but I don't want to start a fight about it, I hate the fact that shes kind of talking behind my back about me, but im done with drama.
No more fighting for me, ever again, unless its self defense.
Now whenever I have issues with anyone I just ..go somewhere else.
Drive somewhere, go to another part of the room, don't listen.
It's just not worth it.
Im going to go to bed soon, Im just watching a bit of tv, feed my fish then try to sleep.
I feel so much better, the past few days have been kind of hell,
I've been having the most intense headaches, really heavy period,
I think the headaches are from the period..
but I'll just have to wait till next week, I've been having so many lately, I can't even..keep track anymore =[..
I have a doctors appointment soon though, so we'll see.
I need money for gas and the money for Boston, to give to Frau.
Just gotta remember!
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[Oct/12/07; 8:57pm] |
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I just watched this on Japanprobe.com, this chimpanzee is a genius.
This is a segment split into 3 parts, about a chimpanzee named Pan-Kun,
who travels with a dog companion to search for a picture frame for his master.
lol its not cake walk either, he runs into a lot of trouble along the way.
It's so adorable and it really reminds you just how smart animals can really be.
It's from a Japanese tv show so you won't be able to understand a word they say,
but you really don't need to, it's pretty much self-explanatory.
Oh and there are a whole bunch of tears at the end because I guess this is more than one segment of a series but this is the last time he'll actually be apart of the outside world. He'll still be on tv though.
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[Oct/12/07; 10:18am] |
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Did I mention I fucking hate having my period.
I absolutely HATE IT.
But its the only thing that will allow me to have babies.
So I will endure it.
That was the most messed up quote ever.
I feel so weird and hormonal.
I woke up with a throbbing headache this morning.
That made my head quake 385398638983 decibals if I moved.
Here is a note for anyone who may have a headache like this.
Ice works WONDERS.
Heat DOES NOT.
I've experimented a lot with this, and my results are conclusive!
My hormones are going 5 million miles a second.
My emotions are through the roof at the moment.
Right now I just feel tired and just..crazy.
Ok I think im going to go rest now.
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[Oct/11/07; 10:05am] |
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Ok there are somethings im going to write in this entry that a guy will NEVER understand. So if there are any guys reading.
Bare with me ok?
So yesterday, was a very fun and irritating day.
It started by me going with Dan to his German class, same teacher I had last year so it was all good and she loves visitors.
It was her birthday so we decided to throw her a surprise party =).
She was definetely surprised! It was a lot of fun we had cake, potatoe salad, popcorn the works.
We watched some German movie.
But I ended up playing Zelda: Phantom hourglass the entire time
because the movie kind of blowed.
Not to mention that game kicks ass by the way.
I felt a headache coming on so I took an excedrin.
By the end of the movie I started really feeling like shit.
my stomach really just ..started feeling bloated and gross..
and then the whole class which consisted of now ..6 people.
Started talking about the berlin wall, and its like everything they were saying just irritated and bored the shit out of me.
Normally I would be attentively listening or just pretending to,
but yesterday I just couldn't stand it.
So I had to get out of there, I went to the bathroom, pee, wipe.
Guess what it is? My period.
So I went back to the class, more talking, this lasted for 2 hours. We ended up leaving at 7:00. By then my stomach, my back, were killing me, and I was tired as hell,
not to mention omg get me the FUCK OUT OF HERE.
Then it was just Dan, Cory and Me, There is this girl Carol that.. im not too fond of at the moment..
because shes all happy and go lucky around Dan.
Shes a nice girl, but I don't exactly... trust her.
She left fortunately unlike last week where she went out with them...
But anyway it was Dan Cory and me and we all decided to go to Barnes and Noble, Naturally.
On the way there I don't know if it was just all the pain I was feeling in my body, being tired or what, but I just felt really sad, for no reason whatsoever!
Seriously, I felt so messed up! So when they got out of the car, I said I just need a minute, and they went in, and I cried, for a good ..15 minutes maybe?
Again, for just no reason at all! I was wearing a full dress, and jeans so I took my jeans off because the water bloat and the jeans being tight just wasn't working for me.
I open my purse and guess what, my antibacterial gel decided to BURST in my purse, so yeah me carrying Radio shack in my purse.
My ipod, my camera, and my DS.
luckily none were ruined they are all in cases except my DS but there was a cartridge in my DS so nothing got inside thank god.
But I had to let it dry.
Dan came out and knocked on my window and I let him in.
He said whats wrong? and lol I had no idea what to tell him.
I just said I don't know!
He said its probably your period.
We just talked for a little bit and I decided to go in.
I got a couple of magazines and books, some comics.
In the comics section some guy who was looking in the next aisle, got a little.. too close to me when I was in the comic section.
So close that I just had to walk away before I was finished.
I came back to our table Dan ordered a scone and Toasted Marshmellow Hot chocolate for us.
Which I had some of each and I can't tell you, how much better I felt.
I think I just needed something warm, I felt every ache and pain disappear and the rest of the night was ok =).
Though these last couple of nights I havn't been able to sleep, I end up sleeping during the day, but having to wake up short because I have class this afternoon blah.
Like my parents this morning, I swear, if you had sound proof glass I still think you would be able to hear them. I put a pillow over my ears, I can't hear what they are saying, but I can still hear them talking.
So my mom comes in, WHY YOU COUGHING SO MUCH, HERE CHANGE YOUR SHEETS, YOU'VE HAD THESE FOR AWHILE. -_-.
I wasn't sleeping anyway! or trying!
My hormones are through the roof. Seriously.
Oh yeah and im going to Boston October 27th, with the foreign language club.
They are going to the Fogg Museum in Boston, some art museum.
THEY ARE. But Dan and I are going to travel the city baby! ^_^!
We did last year too. It was mondo amounts of fun.
I can't wait to do it again! Only $10 too, not bad.
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[Oct/2/07; 10:10am] |
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There was a fire in my next door neighbors house last night.
and I can't believe it but, I SLEPT RIGHT THROUGH IT!!
My mom said there were sirens, 105353 cars, everyone was outside watching and I MISSED IT! GRRR
Even News Channel 12 came damn it.
I guess the fire started in the basement.. there was smoke everywhere.
There are still people outside right now, people in suits,
and a couple fire fighters..
I knew something would happen over there, every night I come home usually around 11:00 and there are 5 cars outside that house, with a bunch of teenagers outside just hanging out.
They were probably smoking or doing drugs or something..
Our house is fine it didn't even touch us.
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[Oct/1/07; 12:35pm] |
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I was going to update this morning but I ended up going back to bed so I guess now is as good a time as any other.
Been busy, mostly studying, I have a test to take almost every class now.
Between that and hanging out with Dan takes up most of my time.
Not much has changed, we're still going strong.
1 year and 5 months now ^_^. It seems to be getting better every minute I spend with him.
Yesterday we went to the Flea Market I ended up getting just an Ipod leather case for $2.00, went to the mall for awhile just to have a walk around and do something different, went to CVS to get my pictures developed, went to his sisters house then went to Wal-Mart just to have a look around.
It's kind of funny because we were just walking together down the aisles and this lady came up to him and asked if he could help her with these water jugs because he has long arms and she couldn't get them down herself =)
It's a good thing we went there even if it was just to look around ^_^.
He's been busy with school, a lot of his work consists of essays, which he has the most tough time with.
Thats actually my forte, but unfortunately I cant help him because a lot of his essays are on books or specific topics.
I really wish I could take the weight off him sometimes. While at the same time it makes me really greatful im not in school anymore.
I love him so much, and everytime I'm with him is just another reminder of how much I do, especially when we go out and its just us. I just feel really.. good.
On school topics..
The CNA classes I don't know I find health easier for me to learn than anything, granted I totally failed Anatomy, but this class is actually understandable, and im giving it my all to make it through it.
Right now we are in the Gastrointestinal unit last class we learned about enemas, colostomy bags, catheters... *shudders*
All the stuff im going to have to do eventually its really.. gross but I guess its something im going to have to get used to.
Last class it was kind of funny and sad,
one of the residents at the home peed on the floor in our classroom, and one of the girls not ..thinking anything of it, put her books on the floor. She ended up going home with a new book by the end of the class.
The resident I guess had alzheimers and he couldn't ..remember where the bathroom was. Poor guy.
My snail I was trying to pull one of the snails off the other and I ended up dropping them. The male snail was fine but the females shell shattered in front.
Shes ok though because it wasn't a part of the shell that needed repair, it grows back very quickly and already is starting to grow back. My fish too nipped off her tentacles but those are growing back so .. im so thankful. I've kind of grown attached to her, shes so active and cute ^_^.
Ok I need to get back to studying I have 4 chapters to study before I go take my test!
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[Sep/25/07; 10:59am] |
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Oui me.
Life is sweet, I just woke up about 5 minutes ago lol.
This is the latest I think I've ever slept..
I must of had 6 different dreams last night
They were all so random. But im not gonna go into detail about them.
Dreams are never that interesting to other people, unless its about them.
I've been doing pretty good in my class.
I got a 98 on my first test and my last test I got an 89.
It feels so good to get decent grades for once, it doesn't make me feel, completely worthless.
My teacher was feeling like crap yesterday, so basically we did the lab, and went home.
Well I ended up going to Barnes and Noble to meet up with Dan, his friend Cory was there so we ended up hanging out there together.
At first it felt.. ughh but after it turned out to be a lot of fun.
Except when their together they can be really loud, I think they were the loudest ones in the cafe.
I got an application so im probably going to finish it and bring it in tomorrow.
Barnes and Noble closes around 10 now, that really sucks =(.
So we ended up going to Taco Bell for dinner.
Again they were the loudest people in the whole place.
But I don't mind they are lots of fun together so long as they wernt boring. That and they make me laugh =) so its all good.
Im so glad I got a lively snail. She moves around all the time.
I can definetely say shes a she. Why?
My other snail is definetely a boy.
Yeah.
I caught my mystery snail stuck on my apple snail.
Luckily I found them and pulled them apart.
I don't have room for other snails im sorry!
It's ok because they lay their eggs above water, so if I spot any,
all I need to do is take them down.
I hate to do it, but I can't deal with any more fish or snails right now. I think I have plenty.
I remember my whole mice colony once I got a boy and a girl.
Im not going through that again.
Thats pretty much it, I have another test today, so im going to go study..
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